How to fall back on square one in just five days: a guide by me and my demon

I want to be alone right now. And yes, for the past five days I’ve been alone for most of the time. But, hell. It was not the kind of alone time I was hoping for. I have done nothing but waste my time and life (or my lack thereof) away. I binged on watching […]

What Tomorrow Brings – I May Not Find Out

This week had its ups and downs. And I know I’m being unfair to myself, but right now all I could feel, all I could think of and remember, are my failures. I managed to fuck up my schooling yet again by being late this Wednesday (which I kind of did on purpose. I intended […]

Stupid Things I Did Today

Okay, so I have stated a few weeks ago that I’m trying to stand up and live my life again. But it seems I still have to fall down many times before I could finally climb out of this hell hole. I’ve done stupid things for the past week, and am still doing them. Don’t […]