Luxury I Can’t Afford

The sense of being is a luxury everyone but I seemed to have abundantly.   It’s a golden nugget, mined from within ourselves in exchange of weary faces and tired bodies.   At least you’re happy. And whole.   But what about those like me, who couldn’t dig through their layers nor seek out the stars above to find […]

Of Guilt and Last Chances

“Do understand that this would be your last chance. I’m giving you a year; if you don’t finish it by then, you’re on your own.” Instead of a sweet good night; tonight, these were the words my father dropped on me. Such a nice way to end my day. I couldn’t help but cry. With […]

How to fall back on square one in just five days: a guide by me and my demon

I want to be alone right now. And yes, for the past five days I’ve been alone for most of the time. But, hell. It was not the kind of alone time I was hoping for. I have done nothing but waste my time and life (or my lack thereof) away. I binged on watching […]

What Tomorrow Brings – I May Not Find Out

This week had its ups and downs. And I know I’m being unfair to myself, but right now all I could feel, all I could think of and remember, are my failures. I managed to fuck up my schooling yet again by being late this Wednesday (which I kind of did on purpose. I intended […]