Barely six hours ago, I was already contemplating on how to say goodbye to this world.
Now, I’m in a bed (not my bed because my room needs cleaning), still blogging, drinking coffee, and being hopeful about life.
Well, not in all aspects of my life.
I still hate the idea of going back to school. I don’t think I’d ever get over my feelings of hostility towards it.
But enough talk about it for now.
I’m not exactly happy right now, but at least I’ve calmed down.
You know, maybe it would be a good idea to take my film camera and walk around the neighborhood.
And then feed our dogs
And of course, our cat
And then clean my room
And sleep (because I didn’t last night, I guess I was too busy thinking about how worthless I am)
And then, I don’t know. Maybe live some more.