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Pushing Time Away

July 31, 2014 by Somnolent Potato

Pausing time to let myself heal Don’t want to deal with how I feel I want Time to leave me be Well, I guess, procrastination is the key. But I know that a time will come For me to face the things I’m hiding from But until such time I will just run and do […]

Posted in CL | Tagged poem, poetry, procrastination, time | Leave a comment

Ready To Go Fearward.

July 31, 2014 by Somnolent Potato

Originally posted on 42 Days Younger than Kylie:
Whatever happens I will survive Whatever I do I will stay alive Whatever I feel I will endure Whatever I seek will reach my shore . [ thankyou to Tricia for introducing the word Fearward to me ]

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First day of August

July 31, 2014 by Somnolent Potato

Enrollment tomorrow. Just thinking about it makes me feel sick. I really feel like throwing up right now. I’m blaming my anxiety for this.   But I guess I can get through this. After all, this would just be the first of many more situations I have to get through this school year in order […]

Posted in KP | Tagged anxiety, depression, mental illness, personal, rant | 3 Comments

Sleepless Nights and Wasted Days

July 29, 2014 by Somnolent Potato

How long must you keep on running away from me Only to come back when I’m too tired to look up and see The skies turning blue while the sun starts to shine And the moon retiring to its home tired of listening to my whine   I want the moon to watch over me […]

Posted in CL, KP | Tagged depression, Having Enough of this Life-sucking Problem, help, insomnia, personal, poem, poetry, restless, sleepless | Leave a comment

Pointless

July 29, 2014 by Somnolent Potato

Been lost for days on end Didn’t know what message to send My story has not that much worth In telling people I don’t see the   And I bet you too can’t see it.   – CL Jul26’14

Posted in CL | Tagged depression, lost, poem, poetry | Leave a comment

Just a question which I hope would be answered by some of you

July 29, 2014 by Somnolent Potato

I don’t want to be hugged. All I can think of when I think about being hugged is ‘ew’, not because I’m grossed out by it, but because I don’t know how to respond to it. I guess my more appropriate response to a hug (if you ask me) would be “please don’t touch me. […]

Posted in KP | Tagged friends, hugging, hugs, personal, physical contact, question | 9 Comments

Finding Purpose

July 29, 2014 by Somnolent Potato

It’s not happiness I am struggling to find, it’s purpose. And I want that purpose to have a meaning. I want to have a purpose in life that means something to me. After days of moping around, not getting out of bed, not checking email (which I highly regret),  not talking to any of my […]

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged depression, mental illness, personal | 7 Comments

Here we go again with this topic.

July 14, 2014 by Somnolent Potato

I badly want to go to a mental health professional and seek help (tomorrow) already. But my mind says I don’t need it at all.  It tells me to just suck it up and get on with my life. Who needs therapy when you can think your way out of depression? The problem is that […]

Posted in KP | Tagged depression, major depressive disorder, mental illness, personal, treatment | 13 Comments

Roots

July 14, 2014 by Somnolent Potato

I guess one of the causes (as I’m sure there are many) of my depression is my education. I like to learn things, I do. Try (just try, no pressure) to discover things and life beyond my comprehension, even.   But, as with any other person, there are just certain things we’d like to study […]

Posted in KP | Tagged college, depression, education, life, mental illness, personal | 4 Comments

What the 2 cups of coffee gave me

July 13, 2014 by Somnolent Potato

Barely six hours ago, I was already contemplating on how to say goodbye to this world. Now, I’m in a bed (not my bed because my room needs cleaning), still blogging, drinking coffee, and being hopeful about life. Well, not in all aspects of my life. I still hate the idea of going back to […]

Posted in KP | Tagged depression, mental illness, personal | 6 Comments

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